With the school year going by so fast, I feel overwhelmed by everything I still need to get done. I hate the feeling of being overwhelmed and stressed but I usually do it to myself by procrastinating on everything. Luckily, I already submitted all my applications a month ago but I am still awaiting some results that do not get released until January to March. The feeling of not knowing if you are going to get accepted or not is scary and makes you feel behind. I am so lost on what college I should pick and I do not want to make the wrong decision. I feel rushed to make a decision and be firm on where I am going, etc. so I can get started on planning and housing and basically everything that comes with committing to choosing a college. I feel like I know so many seniors who already know where they are going, and what they are doing, and are already so prepared for college and I could not relate more. One thing I need to get done before I go to college is to get my wisdom teeth out. I have been procrastinating getting them out but I think I will get them out in January or over the summer. I really do not want to have to get them taken out and I truly do not feel any pain or them coming in but I will have to do it at some point I guess. I will for sure get them done before college because I'd much rather get them over with than go and have to come back and miss class or a well-deserved break. I honestly do not have much that I need to get done before college but somehow it always feels like I am behind or forgetting something. I need to keep my grades up as we reach the finish line and finish strong even though it is getting harder and harder to stay motivated. I need to take senior pics with my mom's friend because she offered and of course, I am going to take the offer because she is a professional and it never hurts to take pictures even if it is just for the memories. I need to decide if I going to have a graduation party/dinner and plan that at some point so I can send out invites early enough. I also have to go shopping for a graduation dress, and a prom dress. Something else I have to do is get my cap and gown from my friend who graduated last year someday when he comes to visit because he is at college and does not come back often my opportunities are slim. But he offered to let me wear his because were roughly the same height and there was no point in paying $70 for it. But realistically I just need to take in all the memories and moments I experience with my friends and make the most of the little time I have left here before I move to college. I need to catch up with friends who may go to the same school as me so I have people when I first go to college. Overall, there is so much but so little I need to get done in the next few months. I feel that I am not behind or ahead and I am just simply going with the flow as the months speed by before I am no longer a high school student.
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